Inner demons
Choosing to live and grapple with one’s demons is an act of courage. Every time I turn around lately I find someone with a story to share or a battle well fought, and this inspires me in my own battles with “acedia,” or the “noonday demon,” originally noted amongst monks who live a solitary life and find themselves alone with their worst thoughts about themselves on a regular basis. Kathleen Norris writes eloquently on the subject --but I suspect everyone can find someone who, if willing, has a compelling story to share. I’m grateful for the examples I have in my life at the moment: I have especially looked for fortitude and faith, a counting on God but also an inner strength, a belief that all will be well, no matter the circumstances. My current demons revolve around believing I can get through this pregnancy, and that I will hold my beautiful baby. That my body won’t betray me. That I will have faith in God, make the right and healthy choices for...